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Wednesday, July 27, 2011 @ 7:45 PM | 0 individual(s)

Life is really unpredictable, as we know it,one moment someone's in the pink of health, next, gone.

When i was younger, i always find myself in silly squabbles with my mother and holding it against her for it. Growing up i find myself laughing it off after similar situations, we'd eventually make up for it as quickly as possible with a warm hug, or simply by giving off a familiar stare which speaks "do you really still want to be angry over the incident?" and we'll start chatting and explaining how we each felt and why we reacted the way we did.


What makes a good parent? Some people think it's about being a best friend towards their children? Maybe? but a line must be drawn. My religion has taught me the importance of a parent, and how it is of the highest status, and with that comes my undying love and respect for them. The idea of possibly losing them is beyond my deepest fear.


You know, their presence has always been able to calm me, it's the great familiarity of my mother's footsteps coming towards my room

the smell of delicious home cooked food, knowing she has put in alot of effort to making sure she rotates our favourite dishes

the squeaky cleanliness of the house

her gentle touch

how she willing to brush my hair and feed me when im sick

and that both parents would go through any extend to keep me away from harm even if it means putting up a fight for me

and how i can easily fall asleep whenever i lay my head on her lap/shoulder

or how i get so happy whenever i hear my dad come home, being able to recognize the sound of his set of keys and leaping of of bed in joy towards him and give a peck

how he looks at me in the most adoring manner and afterwards smile when i catch him and tell me to not grow up too quickly or that i look like my mother and pay me a compliment.

giving me a neck massage with his strong arms and those very arms make sure that i never have to lift a single thing when we're out

how they both call me princess

all the teasing and jokes we share

being sandwiched in between my parents in their bed and watching tv with them and hearing their comments


These are all the things that i could not live without, their touch, the scent, and everything about them that i completely love and admire. I pray to god that my love ones will always be kept safe. Every waking moment with the people i love being around shall not be taken for granted.


But if i don't wake up to another day, i want the people that i love to know that my devotion has been nothing but sincerity, that they have been the biggest part of making me grow as an individual, that i've always believed in them and that they've made my years worthwhile,i want them to know that i've tried my best to be there for them and apologize for the times i've not, i want my parents to know that they are the best parents a child could ever ask for. I want the love of my life to know that he has made me the happiest person on earth,that he has made me whole and the woman that i am today, and that he has above all guided me into learning how to love myself. I want my circle of few true friends to know that i am thankful for having them as my companions and that it has been a great honor to have them and that so few could be as lucky as i am to find true friends instead of just acquaintances. I want each and everyone who has been a part of my life to know that they have made an impact and played a great role in it. I want everyone to know that i have lived life with a good mixture of being safe, yet reckless, i've chased my dreams,though not far enough, i know the sky is the limit and i've never been a quitter. I've battled my insecurities, i've overcome obstacles, i've been adventurous, theatrical, overly dramatic, insane, silly, goofy and yet i have also been subtle, and found tranquility, and i thank god for the blessed life i have been given.


Alhamdulillah, syukur ya allah.

Quraisha Jasni

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